Reflections and Regrets.

Cold,
Your embrace,
It’s the only warmth.
You’re touch is the feeling
That sets the tingle in my soul.

Still,
The breeze in my hair,
It’s the only movement.
To be here in your arms and stay
Motionless forever, it’s the satisfaction I desire.

Quiet,
The thudding of our hearts
It’s the only sound I can hear
We’re meant to be together
That’s all it could mean.

Smile,
It’s like sunshine in my life
The twinkle
It tells me am going to be fine
It tells me everything’s going to be okay.

Blessed,
We are together,
Your hand in mine
There’s no danger I fear now
You’re my safest place to hide.

……

Stop!
You’re walking to fast.
I can’t catch up with you.
You’re running away, you’re betraying me
You’re leaving me to the loneliest survival.

Shock,
My world turning upside down
My life rocked
My heart a hard rock
Sitting numb in my chest.

Broken,
That rock’s shattering into pieces
Its venom burning my body
The wounds deepening every second
My world tearing ever moment.

Bleed,
The drops refusing to ooze
From my now worthless body
Clotting inside
Aching every second of my existence.

Tears,
They’re streaming down now
Piercing my skin
Their taste the sourest thing
Ever known to mankind.

Burn,
My life in front of me
Set to flames
You set it to fire
And all that’s left is ashes.

Die,
After I write this to you,
It’s all I have left to do.
You’re responsible for all of this
For the hatred I now store for you, in my heart, in the archives of my memories.

Having you in my life
Every second spent with you
Every moment dedicated to you
This is all I reflect upon
This is all I regret.